| Change? |
[Aug. 20th, 2007|10:32 pm] |
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I keep thinking I am in this rut and can't get out. Truth is its my own fault really, I trusted people I should not have. I depended on others and that was a big mistake...but I can't place the blame on anyone but myself. I crave change and I really think now is the time for it. I need something different. So I will shed this life I have been living and try on new ways of doing things, pay more attention to my future and where I want to be rather than where the next fun event is taking place. If it makes me happy and is good for me is there any reason not to? Should I continue not to do things because of fear someone might not like it? fear that I might ruffle someone else's feathers? Or should I say screw that and do something I really want to do? still would be nice to get what I want without making someone else angry... |
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| Finished!! |
[Jun. 18th, 2007|09:13 pm] |
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Finally I have my truck back I am so happy! I can go when I want and not have to depend on someone else for a ride (thanks to everyone that has helped me out these past months with rides and such you all saved my ass!) So Thursday I start my new job and with my truck back its going to be awesome!! |
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| Progress... |
[Jun. 10th, 2007|09:29 pm] |
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Well I have finally gotten my truck worked on YAY!! just have to put the starter in and put the exhaust back on and start it up! Now lets just hope I got a working transmission *crosses fingers* will be so nice to have wheels again. I got a job at the new store opening up not the position I wanted but I am happy I am going away from the boss I have recently aquired. -_-; why they feel the need to hire people that have no idea what they are doing is beyond me, but they have made this a frequent pattern. So I get a new job and my truck back I can't wait!! |
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| Nightmare... |
[May. 11th, 2007|02:23 pm] |
So I own a transmission for my truck..still waiting for it to be put in.
Work is cutting hours so much that its messing with me being able to pay my bills so I have decided I need a second job. This is where it gets messed up, I am also waiting for the new store to post jobs so I can interview to be transferred. There is a signing job that I want and it also includes a pay raise my boss has already gotten approved for her transfer and she has put in a good word for me so now its the waiting game...-_- I am a very patient person more than most! But I am so sick of waiting around...waiting for the truck...waiting for this job...waiting for people to get back to me on things...not that sitting here and complaining about it is going to make it any better and honestly I don't see what else I can do but wait I just hate being put on hold so much. My insurance got cancelled because of some stupid mix up (my fault of course) so that was another damn thing I had to fix for a stupid truck that I am not even driving...it just all seems like a big nightmare right now I sure hope I wake up sometime soon! So I have to decide do I wait to see if I get the job in the new store before I try for a second job or go get one and hope it doesn't interfear with the hours if I get the transfer? |
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| happy! |
[Apr. 20th, 2007|10:11 am] |
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Finally after a long awaited amount of time I have placed money down on my transmission. The parts place said he would try to get it in by today however since I will be out of town for the weekend having a blast no doubt I told him he has a little more time. So when I get back it should be waiting for me to pick it up and start the process of putting in the truck! I am so happy I can't wait to get my truck back. So now I have another reason to celebrate this weekend!! |
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| another day another dollar....ha! |
[Apr. 11th, 2007|05:32 pm] |
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Ok so work is trying to see how many weeks in a row I can take of 10 to 12 hour shifts! ugh I do not like working 40 hours in 3-4 days...bah! don't get me wrong I would love it if I got the O.T. but no they like to make me leave early on like thursday and then make me come in for like four hours on friday instead of just letting me have friday off, would be nice to have a three day weekend once in a while. Well anyways enough of the rants on to better topics. Jacon! I hope to be going and I am working hard on this next costume back to the anime for me I guess but only for a little while till I can come up with the next comic heroin I want to make. If this costume goes the way I want it will be the best costume I have made lots of detail and skill. I do love a challenge and to make it in a month adds just that! I will post more as I progress... |
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| Shamelessly stolen thing |
[Mar. 7th, 2007|04:26 pm] |
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a colour that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal. |
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| more blah blah blah |
[Feb. 2nd, 2007|06:08 pm] |
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life seems to be picking up a bit cross your fingers for me I think my truck will be fixed soon! Work seems to be ok aside from the hour a day they are shaving off of me... but I still have the house cleaning and hopefully more work comming soon. Working on a few things for Megacon...for those of you that don't know yes I will be there...going as black cat from spiderman. No I will not be doing any anime costumes I have chosen to get back to an older passion of mine which is comics I used to have such a love for them thanks to my older brother. I am also working on a phoneix costume and no not the one from the movie I hardly consider that costume worth wearing let alone my time to make it...I was not impressed. No I am talking about the red and gold bodysuit with the golden phoneix on the front but I am still waiting on some crucial parts to show up from China. (why do I keep ordering from there? Oh yeah its cheap and they make all the good stuff.) So my luck it will show up the day before I go to the con and I will have to forget about it or spend all night finishing it up. No contests this time either just plain fun. I refuse to sit in a line all day to lose to someone who wins just because they are male and can tell the difference between a sewing needle and a q-tip. I plan on running around the con and seeing all the things to be seen. Well I think I have bored you enough till next time. |
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| we interrupt this program for some breaking news... |
[Dec. 15th, 2006|06:53 pm] |
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Ok so news update. I talked to my mother yesterday and found out that she is staying in Missouri for a few more days. For those of you that have just tuned in refer to my previous post titled "why this time of year". Ok ok so back to the news. My mother is staying because she and my brother have decided that Missouri is too far away. So on tuesday they are headed back to Florida with my dear grandmother in tow!!YAY!! they are bringing her to stay with my brother in Merritt Island! that means I can drive over and see her anytime I want to. I have been worried about her from the previous scare and all so this makes me feel alot better about it. |
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| why this time of year? |
[Dec. 5th, 2006|09:11 pm] |
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well looks like the transmission is going to be put on hold. My Grandmother is sick and the doctors don't give her alot of time so I leave tomorrow morning for Missouri and will be gone for a week. This is going to be one of the hardest things I have had to do. Tell me how can people look at someone they love soo much knowing they are going to leave you and you can't do any thing about it but just say goodbye? Why does it have to be that this is the only way to get my family together? There is something seriously wrong with my family if this is the only way. Why this time of year? I have dealt with losing my Grandfather who was probably the greatest man in the world and the only man I could really rely on to cancer two years ago december 30th. I lost my kid sister, she was not blood related but she was still my sister, on christmas eve. Why does it have to be this time of year? To all of my friends, you have been there for me and that means alot, I thank you and send you my love. I am sorry to have to post this, but I feel that my friends would want to know about things that are bothering me, and this is one quick way to tell all of you without having to repeat myself nine million times. |
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| News update? |
[Nov. 30th, 2006|12:21 am] |
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So I needed a used trani for my truck told my friend about it and had him check all over to find me one well he did for $300.00 I am thinking "Great I can get the trani and have it put in my truck and be back on the road in no time" had him call the place and ask if I put $100. down if they would hold it for me till next Friday they said yes no mind you he has called these guys like three times and twice went through what I needed a 92 ford ranger auto trani 4cly LOL well we go to put the money down. Now when he called to get the location they said they were in Titusville HA we find out halfway to Orlando they are in Bithalo (spelling?) so we are like ok well we are almost there might as well go the rest of the way. We pass the place and call again in Orlando then they proceed to ask us what it was we wanted Tim tells them and they tell us they don't have the one we wanted they have one for the V6 AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!! so we are upset, stuck in traffic and I am all sorts of dissapointed thinking the day can't get any worse well folks just when you think you hit rock bottom you find things can always get worse... two and a half hours later I get home and find out that I in fact have a V6 and not a 4 cyl *screams "somebody just shoot me" * so not only could this have been over but I had my friend looking for the wrong Trani ugh so I guess the good thing is if they in fact had the 4cly I could have bought the wrong trani and not known about it till we went to put it in so I guess through it all it ended up ok so tomorrow we try again he will look for some better deals closer asking for the V6 this time and if not at least we know the other guys have one for $300. I really want to scream though it has been a bad day I think I am going to go to bed early tonight...*sigh* well at least tomorrow is another day and I am making progress on the truck situation. |
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| Trani? |
[Nov. 28th, 2006|10:33 pm] |
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Ok so I have a 92 ford ranger that has broken down and its going to cost around $ 12- 1400 for them to rebuild the trani so I need a used one I think if anyone knows where I can get one for less than the amount to rebuild mine please please let me know. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2006|01:17 am] |
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Well this weekend should be a good one I have a show to go see I have been waiting for this for a long time I can't wait!!!! and I also have a concert the next day woot disturbed here I come!! I just hope that nothing goes wrong and I can enjoy them both. |
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| Blah blah blah |
[Nov. 4th, 2006|12:07 am] |
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Hmmm whats new with me? Well not a whole lot,other than work work and more work. I am still striving to get my truck repaired. Going to compete in a karaoke contest tomorrow night...the prize money would help me get my truck fixed so wish me luck! I have started cleaning a few houses for extra cash and its working rather well I think. Going to have to crack down on making sarongs for the mid winter festival at the nudest colony my mother lives in. I guess its just the same old thing really... |
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| Fred has died.... |
[Oct. 16th, 2006|08:12 pm] |
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So my truck has decided to crap out on me...*sigh* going to cost about 1200.00-1400.00 to fix so I have a few choices I can save every penny with one job and let the truck sit for who knows how long, I can get a second job, or I can strip...since I have way too much respect for myself I have opted not to strip and I really can't see my current job covering bills and the truck as well as having anything left over for food or anything so I have chosen the second job well I have a friend who's house I will be cleaning once a week and there is a possible chance of a job at a local golf club driving a beer cart on the weekends. I am also going to be sewing sarongs like crazy to pick up any extra cash. Also there is the possible chance my neighboor needs some help with his detailing buisness so I guess that would really be like five jobs but I have to do what it takes and this is what its going to take. So I will be rather busy for awhile till I can cover the work that needs to be done. I might even continue to do this after I pay that off depending on how it all works out who knows it might be good for me. Its just going to suck not being able to go where I want when I want. Oh well desperate times call for desperate measures. |
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[Oct. 14th, 2006|11:52 pm] |
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Oh wow!!! well the free drinks was right I think everyone in the bar must have bought me a shot of tequila after a while I just stopped using lime and salt and just drank the shot! I had like a beer and a half the rest was shots I so don't remember like half the night which sucks cause its like I wasn't even there for my own birthday grrrrr but from what everyone says I had a great time! I believe it considering who it came from. I even got spankings evidently...so imagine a night like that and then you wake up in some hotel room the next morning screaming where the hell am I and how the hell did I get here?? and for those of you who are thinking that NO!! I was with my sister you pervs!!! but its still funny so thank you to all that made my birthday great I can't wait to do it again however I think next time I will take it a bit easy on the tequila so I can remember it all ;p and to everyone who couldn't make it I still love you and wish you could have been but I know people have their own lives to live. |
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| WOOOHOOO!! |
[Oct. 13th, 2006|04:54 pm] |
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Yay the big 23 woot! so I guess this means I only have two more years and then I will start celebrating the anniversary of my 25th birthday and never have another one again... wonder if it will work...oh well its a shot at least. So I think I am headed out on the town tonight or at least a karaoke bar and who can complain about free birthday drinks??? |
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| Ugh... |
[Sep. 28th, 2006|05:35 pm] |
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Well it was fun for a short time. I finally met up with my "long lost" sister and had a great time hangin out with her but I get home from work yesterday and find out that she has been arrested!! some fake charges my mother pushed against her like 10 YEARS AGO!!!! I doubt my mother even remembers putting that out there. The reason I say this is that my sister was just down here last september, visiting none other than my dear sweet mother...so I ask you, if she was so hell bent on my sister going to jail and the things my sister did were so bad then why, oh please tell me why she didn't turn her in when she was here for a visit??? Don't get me wrong I love my mother, but she is one sandwich short of a picnic. I think she is one of the main reasons I hate liars and hate is a strong word for me. My mother can make up a story at the drop of a hat and its sad that she wanted to see her daughter in jail just because she was angry with her. Whats worse is that my mother doesn't even know that my sister is in the state! I don't like the fact that I can't do anything about this and I really don't like the fact that my sisters son is sitting here with his mother in jail for no real good reason. Explain to a 10 year old why his mother is in jail for a supposed beating that she gave him. Yeah right and all I can do is sit here and wait its driving me mad!!! |
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[Sep. 18th, 2006|10:21 pm] |
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ugh I think I had the worst day at work today! It started with me tossing and turning all night and waking up about a half our before I had to (my alarm clock is somehow ahead of real time -_- ). I get to work and find out that I have two walls of shelves to set and only one other person to help! but the kicker was that it was Christmas lights!!! yeah anyone who has ever worked retail knows that is no easy task. So after starting to set the shelves we find out that we haven't enough shelves GREAT!! now we have to go around the store and take the size shelves we need and replace them with others now here are the rules...you can't take them if they have alot of merchandise on them and you can only take from the clearance and it can only be clearance end caps!!!!! GRRRRRRRR! and we have to find 18 of them imagine my enthusiasm. Ok so we get the shelves (all this takes place after we find out that there are four sections that have different size shelves than the rest of the set hence the search for shelves)we finally set the damn shelves and find out that the label strips don't fit...we leave them for adjustments later once we get the product up. Now comes the fun part! Nine pallets of christmas lights I don't know if you have ever tried to lift huge boxes filled with string lights but they aren't light! So I get sent to put box by box on to these flat carts all on my very own oh lucky me!!!! somehow in all my box throwing I twist my wrist so now I have to throw boxes with a weakened wrist. I worked from 4 in the morning till sometime after 3:30pm I am tired but can't sleep and sore as hell. On top of it all I think I need to get a second job...-_- I really hate mondays and I am already so OVER christmas! |
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| Ok so... |
[Sep. 14th, 2006|02:20 pm] |
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I haven't posted in awhile and I feel weird about that. I guess just don't have much to talk about *sigh* I still haven't figured out what to do for my B-day and its less than a month away, grrrr well at least its on a friday! yes yes friday the 13th *makes weird scary noises* anyways I want to do something different but I really don't think I will have the money -_- oh well.. I will just have to go out and have a few birthday drinks or something. well since I can't think of anything else to write that will have to be it for now. more later |
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